No. My past was also different. ...It had to be, in order for me to be able to do...many of those things.

[She's struggling a bit with what it felt like to be powerful. So powerful that with a few words and a look she could do things with fonons that...but no. That's not who she is.]

But if that change allowed me to help you more than I would otherwise have been able, then it was for the better after all.