I don't blame you. They sound pretty miserable. [And then she offers him a small smile, as if to say - but they are only dreams, you know. it's daytime now. It's almost got a 'my son is having a nightmare and making up some crap excuse to have my company' feel to it.]

All I'm saying is that you don't have to worry about how they make you feel - things will sort themselves out. But in the meantime, you've got the right to be feeling that way... just remember that's not all there is to it. Didn't you dream of anything happy at all?