Spike, mostly. But also with Jack. Times when she was that cruel, cold person. Times when she'd sucked the love out of another person to satisfy her own hollow feelings and doing very little out of love. Times she hated herself for -- then and now. Hoarse-voiced and telling Spike that she was the monster for using him.
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Spike, mostly. But also with Jack. Times when she was that cruel, cold person. Times when she'd sucked the love out of another person to satisfy her own hollow feelings and doing very little out of love. Times she hated herself for -- then and now. Hoarse-voiced and telling Spike that she was the monster for using him.
And then he...
Buffy swallowed, hard.